Turns out I was so wrong about this. I’m lost and caught in a situation I wish I never was. Honestly, how on earth this is supposed to happen when you’re fucking 19? When will I lose the last drop of innocence I still preserve? Who am I becoming? Someone sucked up all my essence… My hands and knees won’t stop shaking. I need to remember things. Everything was so full of life, I had dreams, I was able to trust people. I’m losing it.